No matter how I try

To let it go

Just to see where it goes.

I’m attached.

I want it to be,

At least in my mind,

It’s been so long

And now the days grow short

Till your return to me,

Excitement ripples through me

Mixing with the fear

That it will fade into the night

Like all the rest,

That somehow I won’t be

What you want.

I fear that cool rejection

The tears and heartbreak to follow.

The question settles

On my heart

Heavy and daunting.

I want to be near you

To feel your warmth

Against me.

I fear I’ll be left alone

Shivering in the cold

As you walk away.

It’s all a play in my mind.

I’ve imagined it all

None of it exists in reality.


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